第一次的售票演唱會獻給了五月天..2006年7月23號

一直好想去看一場五月天的演唱會,今天終於做到了...NT1000的票,以為就滿足了...到了現場才發現,至少要買NT1800的..哈哈!

今天發現支持歌手的感覺還不錯...不需要癡迷,適可而止就好了..今晚的小巨蛋來了許許多多支持五月天的人..兩年的巡迴演唱會終於走到終點-Final Final Home..14場的演唱會終於完結了..五月天說:我們終於回家了!

今晚的小巨蛋座無虛席,每個人搖著手中的螢光棒..燈是暗的,可是小巨蛋是亮的..原來這麼多人一起做同一件事,支持同樣的人,是一種幸福,那一刻大家的目標是一致的..

今晚很感動,因為看了一場很棒的演唱會...很慶幸,自己去了...也許,我該開始考慮要追星了,大家一起做同樣的事,感覺真得很好..五月天應該會是個很好的選擇...

最近,開始在想朋友的定義...

身邊來去出現不少的人

但是,誰才稱得上是'朋友'呢?

 

總是聽到別人說想要真正的朋友

朋友-我真的不多

但我很幸運生命中出現了幾位好朋友

我們不常聯絡,但總是惦記著對方

我們性格不相似,但總是可以瞭解對方的感覺

我們無話不談...我們見了面總是聊得不停

雖然每年才見一次面,但從不覺得對方陌生

 

雖然,朋友不多

但是他們一直能夠彌補我這個遺憾

因為他們了解我,懂我..

對他們,從來不需要防範

我慶幸 認識了她們

 

 

 

 

生命中除了ABC...還有DEFGHIJK....................

那麼多的選擇

又何必為自己選了一條最難走的路呢?

 

 

 

 

突然害怕分手..

 

知道學姊最近結束了七年的感情

雖然他們還深愛對方

不愛不一定是分手的理由

只能說...命運還是有開玩笑的時候..

 

看到她

覺得自己也開始害怕了...

 

和他在一起四年多了..

總是聚少離多

離開他 到台灣

快兩年了

快要回去了..還有三個多月...

回去前的日子特別難熬

擔心回去時一切都走樣了

 

這些日子  一直很努力的克制想見他的想法

好想趕快見到他

可是....工作...

一直問自己是不是可以為了早點見到他而白白的工作一個月...

一直在想....還想不透...

 

愛他..是無可否認的....

分開的這段日子

我們並沒有對彼此多一點信任

反而總在擔心對方

有時候還會懷疑對方對自己的感情

因為愛對方

反而產生了恐懼.產生了不信任...

我一直很努力的在克服...

 

因為不想分開

所以努力的爭取

 

曾經聽朋友說過一句很有意思的話:

[不要說什麼順其自然

感情的事本來就應該努力經營]

 

因為想要更長久..

所以我也要努力經營

可是...

一個巴掌拍不响

希望他

也要有共識才好

 

 

 

Taiwan...I have been here for almost 2 years..

Nohingt much to say about it

But yes, I must admit that I have learnt a lot here..

Is a great experience no matter is good or bad

try to imagine

u'r staying at another country ....

u may say is more alike the same coz the people here is having the same complexion like us

I bet u'll say that

but is not the same

the food,the people,the language,the building and even the sky is not same

 

Is really hard to flash back it rite now

i mean the feeling when i made up my mind to come here

Did i give up so many things to come here?

I might say no,i think...

I did give up someone...

hm..i shouldn't say give up ... just leave him behind or just .... I dont know how to say it

but I know you'll know what i mean

 

Two years...is not a long term but is not a short term either

I miss the good old days

I miss my life at Singapore

Even though i didnt have many friend there and honestly i didnt earn a lot there

But i did enjoy the time

Try to imagine..

Every monday to friday,get up at 8 o'clock and start to work at 8.30am

then go home at 6pm

have dinner alone and of coz normally i'll switch on the TV

after dinner, sleep for a while till 10

take a bath ,watch Tv and chit-chat with David then sleep again..

During weekend,go shopping with fren,watch movie, sing K or steamboat...

Nothing special but it was warm and happy

A simple but merry life

 

Now at Taiwan

A lot of fren here..but i dont enjoy my life here

Have u ever try this?

Even though a lot of fren but u feel so lonely

Is hard to express the feeling..I cant find a proper word to describe it

Is the loneliness from deep inside your heart

Till know I still cant find a way to deal with it

 

"so are u regret?"u might ask me

Nope,i dont think so...

Even is lonely but I really learnt a lot

And I have achieve my little dream

And I know I'm going back soon...two more months or four more months to go...

This is the most suffering time

What can i do?

Nothing...no other way, except work hard and just keep looking forward

by the time i leave Taiwan,

i dont know whether i'll be sad or not..

Anyway, is not the right time to think about it at this moment

Bcoz I have lots more work to work on...

Keep busy,stay cool and just wait for it...

hm...maybe i should add up stay happy too

And enjoy the time at Taiwan...

Time really flies,isnt it?